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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
My heart beats very fast..

heh..don't guess wrongly. Its not because I got a crush or sth, I seriously don't know why. But since last night, i woke up at 5am to study for my SW2104 test. (400pg to study over 3days ,is just crazy!) Somehow I just couldn concentrate, could feel my heart beating very fast, which i nv felt this way b4. (could it be becos I'm anxious?) Anyways, i jus went back to sleep so that i could relax.

The test was bad. most of my lecture mates say the same too, cos watever we studied and the test qns 3/4 were answered based on 'tikum'! 30% for 30 qns...which means one qn one mark! And my heart is still beating very fast up til now (am i sick?).

I had a bad dream last nite. I dreamt that Jedidiah CG met at someone's house, other cg ppl joined us too, including Joshua and Jiaqi(young adult). There were too many ppl and we just couldn fit into the room, and so, caleb they all were outside the room. I was supposed to lead cg but i din prepare! Joshua looked at me and asked me to share Isaiah41:4 and allow everyone to hear from God what He wants to tell them with regards to the verse.

Ok, end of dream. William told me that I should check the verse b4 leaving house and gg for test. yup, i agree! Let me share with you the assurance that the Lord gave me thru my dream!

4 Who has done this and carried it through, calling forth the generations from the beginning? I, the LORD -with the first of them and with the last-I am he."

and here are some other verses in the same chapter that spoke to me as I read thru.
9 I took you from the ends of the earth, from its farthest corners I called you. I said, 'You are my servant'; I have chosen you and have not rejected you.
10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you;I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
13 For I am the LORD, your God,who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you.
Praise God for His living word that never fails to encourage me!

Deeply loved by Him .